Hard To Get Out

This night I was very emotional, very disappointed.

I hate in this position, I hate to be a part of it.

I want to run away from this situation and wanted to find a better state than this.

I hate the feeling of regret it, I hate being around people that I don't want because of their attitude.

They make me upset, they suck most of the time I hate them.

Sometimes it's hard when we're in a situation where it's difficult to develop, a lot of things I want to achieve what I want to do for the good of me but they all stopped because the people who don't know how to appreciate life and the lives of others.

Disappointed ..
I was very embarrassed around them, I really hate them, really hate you especially!!!!!!

I think this is very embarrassing, and its the only way for me to get over this is to assume everything is fine, I pretend there is no problem with my own self.

Very sad when we had to lie to ourselves that we are not feeling sad and disappointed, to ourselves happy. I hate those who don't want to think about the people around him, they are selfish and too maintain the prestige, they too often lie without purpose isn't clear to me.

God, I wanted to get out of a situation like this, I'm not happy like this. A lot of the burden caused by people like them in my life. I always trying to keep me optimistic in my life run day-to-day, but I tired to continue like this, I want to get out of this situation, wait until I get out and I would never want to go back again..

Her place is supposed to be a place where everyone is happy to be back, happy to be here, so I'm happy as possible but I hate the people who continue to maintain their stance that inhibits others to be happy ..

I really hate them ..

God, I want this situation to change ..

Sorry, I was in a bad mood tonight..